saturday

went for a run with the uncles today.. haha.. was early for once, so many time since we had ran.. i had not been running for the pass 2 months? 3? destined routr should be from upper pierce to some where near mac richie.. ran closely with uncle, quite rough terrain, muddy, full of uneven ground, uneven stones.. remind me of last time cross country competition... hahah.. great run.. but because i was focusing too much on the ground, i did not look around to remember the route.. i ran like a quater of the route, then too tired, walk.. then run, walk, run walk(mostly walk..) then slowly, my right knee pain, then left knee, then left foot blister, then right foot. the blister @ right foot is quite bad, but i continue.. then worst is headache.. finally after a long while, i hit the U-turn point. suddenly as i walk back, i wasw thinking, i walk with this pain, 2000 years ago, as Jesus walk his way to the place where he was going to be cruxified. with all the lashes wound on the back, with that heavy cross on his battered back, feeling weak, noisy..

• have he thought of giving up?
• when he fell down, will he just wanna lie down there and forget it?

He continued.

every step i take, is painful, left leg, right leg, left leg.. ii was thinking, o God, where r u at this time.. pls be with me..i cant feel God, but as i look around, the sparkling glitters from the reflection of the river water, the thin layers of fog lying lightly on the green pastures, the nice greeneries of the trees, nice blue sky, i know, my God who make all this is here. as i run back, i continue to think. how many times can we reverse time and go backwards? how many things we can ever do again? not much. therefore, really need to treasure whatever we have now.no matter is the time whereby we are students, having a family, having parent, having brother and sisters, having friends.

as i run on, i lost my way..... (-_-)" then God sent a uncle to guide and run with me, then i found that i ran really off!! then took very long to get back to upper pierce.. normally, we start @ 8, end @ 9 plus? but today i came back @ 10... hai..so sorry to my uncles who are waiting for me.. din get to eat the legendary wan ton mee cos the boss is renovating the shop.. sobs.. then went to Mac with the uncles.. haha.. but was late for my music lesson.. hai..

then went home quickly wash clothes, wash the muddy shoes, bath, and go church study.. then came home and rest.. tired dao~~ organic read 2more chap, lsm still stuck at that chap.. hai.. but better than nothing.. haha.. 一日难过一日过。should not worry and continue to have faith and peace..! zzz..

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