ahhhhh

i really need God, a lot.. i need to fight temptation, w/o him,i cant do anything against it..
but,i really thank god, for he show me something, "my grace is sufficient for you" i really experience and understand it, therefore, i should not worry and gain courage from him and walk the path ahead. i was really running low with my money, it is till a pt whereby i dun have enough for the next day's meal. then i also dunno how to ask from my mom.then, my mom just out of the blue gave me another $50!! i havent even ask from God, and reveal anything to my mom, and gotten this! it is not a lot, but it is not little, just enough to last till the next allowance day.
actually, God's grace had been showering on me in many other events. like he blessed me with parents, brother and sisters, friends, being able to eat, move,sleep, got somewhere to stay, got clothes to wear. all of this are not to be taken for granted as there are many ppl w/o all this, many may not wake up the next day, may eat only one meal or none per day.
but once again, i should really reflect on how i spend money that causes me to run out of money. butbutbut, i played DOTA with wee keat on mon(despite no money, i'm a bad boy) , and i really win him, with him having no excuse to losing. he underestimate me and lost. hoho.. it was so shuang ah!! haha..-_- i was really happy and had a really good dream that night.. haha..
on sunday, during service, the speaker talked about the constant flowing of the living water.

as a lazy person, i will just state a few that is important and worth-thinking-about pointers

submit to difficulties, sufferings? curse and swear? grumble?

• with a difficult situation, sufferings, difficulties, we are more able to experience God's power and help
• he will never let us experience a difficulty so great that we cant take it
• he is with us: we are not alone. Our God is with us and guiding ,helping us as we move on.
• is a good opportunity in looking upon our GOd
• sometimes, we have neglected God for so long that he wants to raise our attention using this difficulties

P.S.:what i had heard and written down on my paper is in chinese. my translation is not very good, so if anyone dun get or understand, pls tag me..

need to add lots of oil, may God grant me peace and enjoy this time with him ;-)