this is the day that the Lord has made =))

non-stop lab from 1030 to 530, left lab only to drink water and go lib read abt the lab.

made so many mistakes, with instruments not working.

was feeling really tired, dishearten, but i pray, pleaded to God, and amazingly he gave me peace =))

so nice lor, even let me see a dog made from the sunshine light and the fluffy clouds =)

thank God =)

more, more..

mom was crying as she told me about her disappointment in my inability to graduate last year.

very sad about how i live my life, about how i was not stupid but have such bad grades, the bad habit of being late and inability to get up. she is also upset for not telling her what i'm being counselled for. i really dont know how to tell her what i'm being counselled for. i want to let her know after i'm well. but the day seems so distant..

self-centred, not looking into the future. me.

responsibility and the hope in me.

a lot of times i really dont want to grow up, but apparently, i think this time is coming really close to take up the responsibilities in my life seriously.

move on, grow up be strong, in the Lord.

all together

i am going to lose my job.

grandma is diagnosed with cancer.

preentation is coming.

lab report is so difficult to do.

all these are crippling me from doing wat i need to.

my Lord, pls let my eyes and heart be with you even more in this situation.

pls dont let me sink anymore, to stand up, accept the fact, knowing u have the best plan, and move on.

忘记背后，努力面前，向着标杆直奔！