hit my wisdom tooth with the edge of the taxi door till bleed,
cant finish my cm2132 paper, which suppose to be the only module i can score, cos i was too excited about the module. i'm really powerful. worthless piece of shit.
i declare war on the worthless piece of shit name lau yi ki!
i declare war.
war ah!!!
"knee jab" "elbow strike" "jump kick"
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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以这孩子为我们的期望
Friday, November 28, 2008
Monday, July 7, 2008
how great is our God??
slept at 5am, wake up at 6.. dozed off, wake up at 7, dozed off, wake up at 730!! die. went to bath.. then rush out of home, din gel hair.. went down, thank God there is a cab!! wave it, got in, and the uncle drive fast!! i reach church at 810.. quickly wear the robe, then rush out to practice.. but since i lost my scores the other time so i have to rush to print after the practice.. rush down, had a prayer before going in to the sanctuary. then as i was putting the score in the the file, i found my notes.. and i was very amused.. hahaha.. cos i had been looking for it, over the 2 weeks, and i suddenly appeared, after i print a new one.. was in a really good mood when the service started. hee.. then the singspiration was really good too, for i really feel like i was praising God, not just singing the song. it had been long since this really happen. for either i was distracted, or i was too focus on my singing techniques, or cos the song was too nice.. i was in a very ji an mood, and it lasted for quite a while.. i cant really change my mood so when i was singing with the choir, i cant really sing out the song's intended mood as the song was supposed to be slightly happy, lighthearted..i was trying to smile but my mood just cant change that fast.. but i hope god understands.
the sermon is good too!
the sermon is good too!
to be used by God, is grace
to be used by God for a life time, even more is grace
continue in part 2.. tired
Friday, July 4, 2008
stomach problem..
stomach flu? dunno leh.. just that my stomach is feeling real bad.. diahorrea a few times since last sat.. today oso feel bad... but.. sit on the toilet bowl very long oso nothing happen.. haha..(ku xiao..)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
nice song, good reflection
主手創出風雷星宿
早春夏雨深秋
神話語發出榮耀極豐厚
萬有亦出於祢口主
手創出星河宇宙
一切美不勝收
人在祢創造中恩深厚
是祢靈賜下自由
人算甚麼 人算甚麼
主祢竟顧念他
人算甚麼 人算甚麼
主祢竟顧念我
（副歌）今夜星光斑爛多璀璨
銀河上有月影一彎彎
笑問天父何竟心仍未冷
重擔為我肩擔
今夜星光斑爛多璀璨
銀河上有月影一彎彎
笑問我算甚麼竟蒙大愛
深恩世代驚嘆
me and my little adventure..
1 july
after the wonderful cycling experience with s208, had not been cycling... but due to the need to go for a hair cut, i ride my bike out again!! waited quite longfor my turn, but was pretty ok..
after the hair cutt, i start my little adventure.. try a new route to go tamp.. hee..upper changi road--> simei road--> blk 201--> tamp central --->bedok reservoir--> home.. haha.. was pretty good.. slightly tired for i had not been excercising.. had procrastinated for very long about cutting hair.. i tell myself, i need to change.. got lots need to be changed.. so i finally do one thing at a time.. 1.cut hair. 2. wash, change my 2-3 months bedsheet and blanket 3. pack my notes (both sems, my room is messy dao~~) 4.pack my room(big project) 5. sermons to be transferred from writtens words to laptop.
in the meanwhile, have to fight with temptation, and most importantly, get back to God, to have a will and heart that wants to seek God. for i realised and realised, that i'm really nothing, without God, i'm unable to live like a human. For a full and abundant life come from Him and only He can fill ourempty hearts. to love the unlovable, to love the different, to know wat is love and how to love. needs to escape from the bondage of temptation and sloth, and only God can guide me, give me the power to do so. shall change myself slowly, which is better than no change, for i have been procastinating too much.. slow change, day by day. not giving up yet, for i'm going to be stubborn with this one.. hurhur. last but not least.. too sleep early!!
after the wonderful cycling experience with s208, had not been cycling... but due to the need to go for a hair cut, i ride my bike out again!! waited quite longfor my turn, but was pretty ok..
after the hair cutt, i start my little adventure.. try a new route to go tamp.. hee..upper changi road--> simei road--> blk 201--> tamp central --->bedok reservoir--> home.. haha.. was pretty good.. slightly tired for i had not been excercising.. had procrastinated for very long about cutting hair.. i tell myself, i need to change.. got lots need to be changed.. so i finally do one thing at a time.. 1.cut hair. 2. wash, change my 2-3 months bedsheet and blanket 3. pack my notes (both sems, my room is messy dao~~) 4.pack my room(big project) 5. sermons to be transferred from writtens words to laptop.
in the meanwhile, have to fight with temptation, and most importantly, get back to God, to have a will and heart that wants to seek God. for i realised and realised, that i'm really nothing, without God, i'm unable to live like a human. For a full and abundant life come from Him and only He can fill ourempty hearts. to love the unlovable, to love the different, to know wat is love and how to love. needs to escape from the bondage of temptation and sloth, and only God can guide me, give me the power to do so. shall change myself slowly, which is better than no change, for i have been procastinating too much.. slow change, day by day. not giving up yet, for i'm going to be stubborn with this one.. hurhur. last but not least.. too sleep early!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
wed?
have not been studying..
thinking alot..
i think i really want a gf, hhaha, despo yiki..
but, no matter how desperate, i have to wait..
In His time, there is nothing happening too early or too late..
my dad had been fainting frequently lately, today, he get dizzy again, i need to pick him up from bus interchange.
it had been happening for 3 times in the past week.. really too frequent..
at least he is not hospitalised like last yr..
have been thinking, wat'l happen if he is too sick?
cannot work anymore?
why i cant study?
why 'm I always hiding from problems?
why i keep sinning?
why i try to hide from God, or rather put Him aside despite He is so important to me?
why, why, why?
i may not have all the answers to all this questions...
but i know my God still love me, always love me. The only Love that will never change.
i'm sorry my God, i'l really try to change.
i'l learn how to love U, how to love myself, how to love people, with my heart.
i do not know how to love, i'm self-centred.
when i'm weak, God, pls forgive me, pls softly pick me up with your hands.
when i'm scared, feel like running away, pls me with me, give me courage, as u walk with me..
thank you my God..
thinking alot..
i think i really want a gf, hhaha, despo yiki..
but, no matter how desperate, i have to wait..
In His time, there is nothing happening too early or too late..
my dad had been fainting frequently lately, today, he get dizzy again, i need to pick him up from bus interchange.
it had been happening for 3 times in the past week.. really too frequent..
at least he is not hospitalised like last yr..
have been thinking, wat'l happen if he is too sick?
cannot work anymore?
why i cant study?
why 'm I always hiding from problems?
why i keep sinning?
why i try to hide from God, or rather put Him aside despite He is so important to me?
why, why, why?
i may not have all the answers to all this questions...
but i know my God still love me, always love me. The only Love that will never change.
i'm sorry my God, i'l really try to change.
i'l learn how to love U, how to love myself, how to love people, with my heart.
i do not know how to love, i'm self-centred.
when i'm weak, God, pls forgive me, pls softly pick me up with your hands.
when i'm scared, feel like running away, pls me with me, give me courage, as u walk with me..
thank you my God..
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