huai ren qi.

i feel like sai.
while having the knowledge of things that i should do and should not do, i choose to do the wrong ones. feeling really torn apart.
avoidance does not help, thinking too much does not help, giving up early also does not help.
i'm running away and away but of no use.
reading books, knowing right and wrong, but the final decision boils down to my choice.
oh my Lord, how should i change my ways?

byebye

Doulos is really going to be part of history. all the good memories, all the experiences, is really going to be just memory. sad.

as i delete sms for space in my hp, i realised i kept 300 plus sms and 100 plus sms of some people. now i had deleted them, memories that were attach to them will be, gone too~ farewell~

from extreme fatigue, -> to lost, -> to shock, -> to happy happy, -> to vomit blood, -> to amazed and feel touched, and start to really appreciate what the labour workers had done for us in building and maintaining Singapore our home's infrastructure.

pay $38.2 for munchkin, pay $0.80 for a hot dog bun, fell on the floor, picked up to eat..

nose bleed almost daily for more than a month.. exciting.

stress

becuz He lives!! =)

laughter is the best mask for sorrow
feeling rather heavy lately, bitter, sorrow? hmmm..
thank God for giving me pple around me that care abt me in time.
at the same time, i dun wanna talk about it, i think it is painful. hmm..
haha..