失而复得

Today is my day! whaha~~ thank God, He is good =)) tmr is convo, but i'm feeling super hot and feverish.. bad.. today i almost lose the NUS bottle, my heart sank, ran down to cafeteria to retrieve it. when it is in my hand again, i really have the feeling of 失而复得. and i think i have a better glimpse of what Jesus means in 浪子的故事. =))

Enough

i had lost control of my life for so long and today is the last straw. indulgence in desire just make my life more and more miserable and painful and difficult. should change right now. thank God for giving me a good boss and superior that are willing to give me chances. i cant fight this battle alone. My God, u got to help me.