byebye

Doulos is really going to be part of history. all the good memories, all the experiences, is really going to be just memory. sad.

as i delete sms for space in my hp, i realised i kept 300 plus sms and 100 plus sms of some people. now i had deleted them, memories that were attach to them will be, gone too~ farewell~

from extreme fatigue, -> to lost, -> to shock, -> to happy happy, -> to vomit blood, -> to amazed and feel touched, and start to really appreciate what the labour workers had done for us in building and maintaining Singapore our home's infrastructure.

pay $38.2 for munchkin, pay $0.80 for a hot dog bun, fell on the floor, picked up to eat..

nose bleed almost daily for more than a month.. exciting.

stress

becuz He lives!! =)

laughter is the best mask for sorrow
feeling rather heavy lately, bitter, sorrow? hmmm..
thank God for giving me pple around me that care abt me in time.
at the same time, i dun wanna talk about it, i think it is painful. hmm..
haha..

fever plus dairrhea for 2 days is making me......
the worst thing is i can eat anything other than porridge with nthg!!
as i was typing this, the verse "人活着，不是单靠食物，乃是靠神的话。" came to my head..
hai, but i still wanna complain.. my mom made tasty ribs yesterday.. i cant get to eat either ytd or today!!! ahhhhhhhh!! food food food... so sad.. today i get to eat porridge and soy sauce.. sobs sobs.. and the diarrhea is... -_-"" tmr, still gotta go sch for 8am lesson.. hai...

既然有这么多的见证人，像云彩围绕着我们。

这个sem，要尽量做好本分lor! haha..

this morning was my very-long-did-not-attend music lessons due to things happening in this couple of months. teach my teacher's daughter a bit of tuition and commence our lesson. as usual, it is fun and i'm slightly enlightened once again w things cant be well understand last time. and the chat w teacher over lunch was very encouraging. hee. thanks teacher.

acupunture.. i'm not scared of pain, but i'm scared of needles and related pain.
numb and pain?? but its good for me la.. haha.. talked to zhu mei dao shi before and after the acupunture session. good la..

and then is, red cliff 2. hee.. pretty good, and at the same time, reminded me a bit of stuff in army cos i manage to find some similarites. heehee..

Good day.

今天

today went to makan, shop, watch movie @ City ^2 di JB.
在逛百货公司的时候，在我的脑海中，在观塘逛百货公司的影像不断地浮现。。
在观塘逛过百货公司后，逛百货公司时的感觉再也不会一样了。
原因，不在于地方也不在于做了些什么。
原因，只在于同行的人。
那段时间真的很令人怀念，至今我都经常想起。。
但，只能说，相见恨晚，再见很难。
未来的事，只有神知道。

回想起星期天，Patrick 说关于今年最想做/知道/改善的，也要相当的努力，例如帮助自己的一些计划。

了解深的真实，他如今还活着

我也得加油了！
明天（今天早上），研经营！哦哦哦哦哦哦哦。。

wat can i say?? few days ago, i was notify for ICT, high key.
today, i'm notify for ops..
i love saf man..

i'm sorry for not greeting people for the new year, for christmas...
i.. just.. hmm.. sorry.
i'l not find any excuse, but i'm in a more a less confuse state now..

i'm confused, for a very long time.
being a person, what i like, what i dont, what i'm going to do and blahblahblah.. hmmm..