以这孩子为我们的期望

Friday, July 20, 2012

i am lost, losing myself.. i really want to take a break, just to let my heart and mind be rested. today, i went to sleep at the stadium. i really run away from my life..

Monday, November 21, 2011

but, God is good. i thank God for friends and some colleague to brighten up my day, and not giving chances to drink milk tea for i should not. thank you God.

the fly that cant be chased away.

Today my colleague tell another colleague that someone is "a TEMP ma, a fly that can't be chased away." and i just happened to walk past.... well, i'm quite sure she is talking about me, after i arrived very late to work today, and being late for almost everyday, sometimes absent due to my stomach pain. i know its my fault. but listening to it still makes me sad. hai, reap, wat u sow.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

失而复得

Today is my day! whaha~~ thank God, He is good =)) tmr is convo, but i'm feeling super hot and feverish.. bad.. today i almost lose the NUS bottle, my heart sank, ran down to cafeteria to retrieve it. when it is in my hand again, i really have the feeling of 失而复得. and i think i have a better glimpse of what Jesus means in 浪子的故事. =))

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Enough

i had lost control of my life for so long and today is the last straw. indulgence in desire just make my life more and more miserable and painful and difficult. should change right now. thank God for giving me a good boss and superior that are willing to give me chances. i cant fight this battle alone. My God, u got to help me.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

The journey - day 4

MOE actually gave me a position after my firm stand on Sec sch students and chemistry..
when the initial position offered is Pri sch Chi teacher.. not sure what is the position yet, in a few days letter will come and we shd see~ hmm.. am i really called to be a teacher? this is quite exciting..
"Dear Lau, Yi Ki
We're pleased to make you a provisional offer of a teaching position, subject to you meeting the prevailing conditions for appointment. We will be sending the Letter of Offer via post in due course"
the past few days i had been behaving in a little abnormal manner.. but thank God for ytd's NSLC. God spoke through Dr Daniel's mouth to remind me, to think deep, to read deep into His Word. suddenly my want to read the scripture is ignited. hope that i'l live out the this fire in my life, and not just let it die. our God that is relational, help me to change this "hard" me to a tool, a channel that will have your love flowing thru =)

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

this is the day that the Lord has made =))

non-stop lab from 1030 to 530, left lab only to drink water and go lib read abt the lab.
made so many mistakes, with instruments not working.
was feeling really tired, dishearten, but i pray, pleaded to God, and amazingly he gave me peace =))
so nice lor, even let me see a dog made from the sunshine light and the fluffy clouds =)
thank God =)